i have run out of things to buy i have escaped, or rather been ejected, from the dopaminergic monetary reward system that synchronizes collective consciousness and coherence in working society work, get paid, feel good, need money again, work more, a hamster wheel that keeps civilizations functioning i have essentially found the cocaine of capitalism and done it all in a year, nothing feels quite real anymore, and will lack sense of normalcy relative to most forever i often find disconnect wi...